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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

quiet my soul


still raining. still unattrative. haha i gave an announcement in chapel today about my student athlete ministries me and josh are running so i got all dressed up.. haha. in the wind. i wore a skirt. real smart trinity.

so i was thinking with lauren. i was thinking about my boyfriend, as usual, and i was thinking about how unfair i am to him, that i live 540 miles away, and i say that he still is with me. are we still together even though we live so stinking far? i mean the promise to stay faithful and to continue the relationship is so hard; i mean, i'm faithful, and i have no intentions of being anything different, but i have no idea how hard it is for him, i bet. i mean, he's a good lookin guy, and i bet there's a lot of good lookin ladies who DON'T live 540 miles away who are probably a lot sweeter and prettier than i am. u know? idk. whatever. we're talking about it right now, cuz i just feel SO bad.

yea. just thought i'd put this on the blog. seemed like a good idea.


song of the week. actually its the pondering song of the week.



1 comments:

Sharai said...

you're kidding right?? NO ONE's as nice as you. everyone knows that, hottcakes :) you're probably one of the kindest people I've met, you know that?? don't question that you're not good enough for your Raffi..otherwise why would he choose you if you weren't?

I'm dedicating this to you since her toenails are blue with white spots on it and i'm liking her glittery guitar lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JEfZHLSNXU